Monday, December 10, 2007

Olympus Meets Sinai

It is midnight on Mt. Sinai. In the foreground, a bush casts off brilliant fire, but it does not burn. For a moment it is silent, just crackling flames, but presently, it speaks.

Yahweh: I AM WHO I AM.[1]

The air crackles excitingly. Presently, toga-clad gods and goddesses descend, wearing gaudy colors, laughing and jabbering away in Greek. They glance towards the bush, suddenly hushed for a moment, then burst out laughing.

Athena: A burning bush! I’ve never heard of a more ridiculous manifestation for a god in my entire life. Why not appear to the beings face to face? The least you could do is to meet them in disguise!

Aphrodite: I don’t know, the burning bush has a certain charm to it. She bats her eyelashes flirtatiously. Perhaps the burning is the burning of passion, and after all, bushes serve many purposes.

Yahweh: Athena, that’s a good question; I’ll get around to it eventually. If I appeared to them face to face now, it would kill them. I love them too much to do that to them. As for disguises, well, doesn’t this count? Moses seemed to like it.

Zeus: Ha! You’re so ridiculous, Yahweh—why do you care for those little creatures called men? Aren’t they just pesky flies in our skin?

Yahweh: To you, maybe, but I’m rather fond of them. Looks affronted at first, then eyes Zeus quizzically. How can you say that when you’ve become so, ah, close to their women?

Zeus: Um. . . er. . .

Hera: Oh, don’t get me started on that! Eyes blaze menacingly. I would be quite happy to see every mortal woman on the face of the earth wiped out, in one fell swoop! I mean, after all, isn’t it Eve, a woman, who caused you so much grief, Yahweh? And goodness knows we’ve had enough of Pandora!

Yahweh: Of course, the humans have their faults—they can’t help it, can they? I suppose that is sort of my fault, what with giving them free choice and all—

Zeus: Yeah, gee thanks; they’ve been giving us issues ever since.

Poseiden: Punks! I mean, look at Odysseus, even having the gall to blind my poor Cyclops. Why? Because you gave them the choice to do it.

Athena: Tartly. He was only defending himself, and your Cyclops deserved what was coming to him.[2] Odysseus was a good man.

Yahweh: We digress. As I was saying, I gave them free choice because I love them. It’s that simple. Naturally, I want them to love me, too, but it just wouldn’t feel right if they were doing it just because I told them to. Don’t you agree?

Aphrodite: As if! It’s so much fun to see what happens when they are forced to love each other, struck by my good little Cupid’s arrows. I mean, is it not incredibly fascinating, what Medea did out of forced love? [3]

Yahweh: Would you want to be in her shoes?

Aphrodite: Well, no, but—

Yahweh: I rest my case.

Aphrodite: But we won’t ever be in their shoes! Those mortals exist for our amusement, nothing more. What does it matter to me if a few mortals have miserable lives? It just makes for more entertainment—after all; they continue to perform these stories today.

Yahweh: There’s your problem, guys—all of you! You don’t care what happens to them because you’re never going to take responsibility for what you claim to have created. You just mindlessly create race after race as you get tired of them or as they do something you don’t like, and that just drives me crazy. [4] We’re not going to have a repeat of the race of gold, silver, or bronze—these people are mine, and I’m going to treat them right!

Poseidon: Haven’t we been treating them right? Don’t they, after all, exist to worship us? Don’t human beings exist for our own vindication? Your followers say that often, you know.

Athena: With a start. Wow, Poseidon said something I agree with for a change. How are you any better than us if you’re just using them to win your cosmic disagreement with this Satan guy? Aren’t you just doing the same thing I do when I help wanderers like Odysseus and Jason?

Yahweh: They don’t exist solely for that purpose—they exist because I love them, and I want them to be happy. Satan’s issue is that he really can’t handle happiness and neither, it seems, can you.

Aphrodite: Hey, I’m plenty happy! Considers. Though there are times, I suppose, when I wish that there was something more than the sacrifices and the empty amusements. . .

Athena: Something to reward me from my attempts to help the poor mortals. . .

Hera: Something to fill the emptiness of a heart devoted to a god who cheats on her. . .

Poseidon: Something beyond the anger at those who trespass against my kingdom of the sea. . .

Zeus: Something beyond these infernal divine politics. . .

There is a moment of silent sighing, and then all look towards the burning bush inquisitively. The bush continues to flicker warmly, and Yahweh’s voice becomes soft as he delivers this speech.

Yahweh: As you might have noticed by now, immortality is empty without a purpose. That is why you have turned man into your playthings, your toys of amusement and sources of ego-stroking through worship. I have found a purpose, though: to love my dear mortal creatures, whether or not they worship me. This has given me so much joy in my infinite life, and I want them to experience the same thing. But love is not love if I force them to love me, isn’t it?

Aphrodite: Yes . . . no?

Yahweh: Without choice, there is no love. Without love, life is miserable, as you might have noticed. Consider my servant David.

Athena: I always did like that one—he reminded me so much of Jason and Odysseus.

Yahweh: They have a lot in common, don’t they? My servant David was a man after my own heart. He did his best to follow my ways, and loved me like few of my servants ever have—though he did disobey me quite frequently. I’m sure you’re aware of the situation with Bathsheba.

Aphrodite: Er . . . sorry about that one.

Yahweh: He may have made some huge mistakes in that regard, but he still came back to me. I only wish that there had been some way to keep the end of his life from being so miserable. Unfortunately, we still operate under the laws of cause and effect.

Zeus: Yes, David came back to you, but wasn’t that only after you killed his child?

Yahweh: Every mortal has to die sooner or later—haven’t you noticed? The child would have had to die sooner or later, and in many cases, death at birth would be better than a lifetime of misery. What I do, I do out of love.

Aphrodite: How is death love? I’ve never heard of anything so ridiculous!

Yahweh: Death isn’t such a bad thing, you know. . .

Athena: Snorts. How would you know? You’ve never died. You never will. You’re immortal—like us. How can you call yourself a god of love and still allow death into the world when you’ve never tasted death? Love! Ha, it never did anything for me, and I despise you for claiming it has any value whatsoever!

Yahweh: That’s where you’re wrong, Athena. You have walked among the mortals yourself, yes?

Athena: Nods.

Yahweh: Worn their clothing?

Athena: Nods once more.

Yahweh: But have you ever truly become one of them, living with them, rejoicing with them, mourning with them, and dying with them?

Athena: Quietly. No, Yahweh. That would involve giving up my power, and why would I want to do that?

Yahweh: To show those wretched mortals love, and to finally be able to speak with them face to face. They lie, they cheat, they are irreverent, they murder and kill—and yet, I love them. For that reason, I will go to them, get off this mountain, and be a part of their lives. I will be their God, and they will be my people.

Athena: Surely you don’t mean. . .

Yahweh: I do.

The burning bush’s fire rages even taller and hotter for a moment, then the flames swirl into the shape of a man, humble and poor—Jesus Christ, the Messiah.

Zeus: That’s crazy. It’ll never work. Why bother?

Yahweh: Haven’t I told you enough for you to get it? Enjoy your pesky little political games, I’ve got mortals to save! Disappears.

Zeus: Well, that was interesting. Anyone want to watch the Festival of Dionysus tonight? They’re performing Oedipus the King, a real treat.

Poseidon: That’s the one where the mortal stabs his eyes out because he tries to mess with us? I’m game!

Hera: Count me in!

Aphrodite: You know me, any excuse to party!

They all turn to face Athena, who is silent for a moment, staring at the spot where the burning bush had been. Sensing their eyes on her, she turns to them and shrugs.

Athena: I. . . guess I’ll go, too. Aside. Thought he might be on to something, but I guess I’m just fooling myself.

All vanish, leaving the mountain empty and dark.



[1] Exodus 2.14

[2] Odyssey, Book 9

[3] Argonautika

[4] The Theogony

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Groaning in the Fullness of Time

The night was dark, so very dark

And the Earth groaned.

Long had it borne the mark

Of blackened, banishing sin.

Darkness so thick, it could be felt—

How wretched, how wicked

We were!

The Earth groaned,

Creation groaned,

The Universe groaned—

To what reply?

At the fullness of time, He answered.

At the brink of disaster, He came.

The veil of darkness lifted,

The vestments of brightness cast aside,

He answered our groaning.

The shrieking was silenced,

The groaning was silenced

And the dark world watched

Creation watched

The Universe watched

At the fullness of time—

As He cast out darkness

And brought the wretched world

In the fullness of time

To the fullness of light.

Monday, December 3, 2007

The Cradle and the Cross

Did you, O Earth, witness His birth

Before His death proved you His worth?

Did you, O Earth, caress the hands—

Soft now, later nailed to save the lands?

Did you, O Earth, feel the feet—

So small, the plan of Salvation to meet?

Did you, O Earth, touch the head

That would later bear thorns to save the dead?

Did you, O Earth, hear the babish cries

That would become a Messiah’s dying sighs?

Did you, O Earth, listen to the angels’ song

That turned to anguish before long?

Did you, O Earth, see the glorious light

That would die to bring us out of night?

Did you, O Earth, witness His birth

Before His death proved you His worth?

For now, O Earth, will Earth be no more

As cross and cradle saved forevermore.

Friday, November 16, 2007

Black

Dark was the night

And a cold wind blew

As I left town’s light

To walk close to you.

Up the narrow trail,

Through the icy snow,

The wind seemed to wail

At the icy hearts below.

Here, at the black mountain,

The mountain long forbidden,

I could now at last go

Where my mind was bidden.

The tavern lights may shine

Through the blackened night,

But the glow of merry wine

Never gave true light.

Working late one day,

Serving golden ales,

A man came by my way

With charm that rarely fails.

His breath sour from much wine,

The wine I served but never drank,

Drew his body all too close to mine,

That body that always stank.

I did not want him quite so close,

I did not want him quite so near,

I did not want his breath, so gross

Whispering in my ear.

He kissed me, reached out, and I ran,

In panic, for he pursued—

Fast, fast, fast as I can

Away into the blackened wood.

But he was a huntsman, knew it well—

I was not safe there,

Was not safe there in that hell

Where he set out his lusts bare.

One path caught my eye—

The one where no one goes.

It reached up toward the sky,

How high? Black mountain only knows.

Frightened I was, to go there—

But I knew he would not follow.

Even he would never dare

To go up to your hollow.

In the village, they had always known

Who you were, what you were—

Given you that blackened zone,

In fear of palest vampire.

Running, running, the man called out—

Weeping, entreating me not to go there.

But suddenly, I heard him shout

As though his soul was now laid bare.

I stopped—turned—looked to see

What could frighten such a man.

For it could only, only be

The creature on the village ban.

Silent, standing on the pathway,

Black cloak stark o’er pure white snow,

The sight of you sent him away,

Away to the bright town below.

I looked upon your face, afraid—

The white skin, fanged teeth: black eyes.

Had running from one danger made

Another now arise?

Exhausted from my flight,

My knees caused me to fall.

My eyes saw no more moonlight

And black darkness consumed all.

Black filled my eyes once more

Awakening, in a different place,

Than we had been before,

Away from the great chase.

Shaking, taking in your face again—

You told me not to be afraid,

Told me I’m much safer than

The place where I had stayed.

Slowly, you got me to speak,

And listened to my tale.

Your black eyes seemed to shriek

In rage at the wine-sodden male.

You told me then how you had come

To be a cursed vampire.

We found our selves running from

The exact same kind of fire.

Tears filled my eyes,

To hear this wretched story.

To comfort a vampire could be unwise,

But I held you, stroked that head of worry.

Several days we spent together,

Staying from the village, though.

No wish had we to return to the weather

Of cold hearts in town below.

In the days, I’d enjoy the light

And find food for me—

Then you’d come out at night

And together we would be.

Meanwhile, in the town,

The man’s rage boiled over,

Rage at the vampire who’d thrown

Away his chance to have a lover.

We watched from your high place,

Watched the town, bathed in moonlight

Arming themselves for a chase

To engage you in a fight.

For this, I wept with worry—

For you had grown dear to me.

You assured me, then, that surely

You would be safe and free.

One evening, walking, hand in hand

Your black cloak around my shoulder

We scaled the mountain’s summit to stand

Upon the highest boulder.

There, at last, I said the words unspoken,

How I loved your gentle darkness

And you confessed, in words so broken

Of your love for my own brightness.

Two worlds together, at last united—

Black and white, white and black.

Not long, alas, for the townsman sighted

An opportunity to attack.

The villagers he put in lines,

Circling black mountain’s peak.

Hiding in the shade of pines,

As he’d planned all week.

He trapped us in the open air

Before the time of dawn.

I reached out to you, unable to bear

Your change dust in rubble gone.

So, I asked you something strange,

To do what you had fought so hard

Not to do with me in range

And bite my neck; make it scarred.

You objected, not wishing me to die

Of your curse, by your side.

But I insisted, with the saddened sigh

That my heart had long ago died.

I did want you, oh so close,

I did want you, oh so near,

I did want your breath, like rose

Draining blood along with fear.

Side by side, we watched the sunrise—

Not such a bad way to go,

For light to flash in our eyes,

Then to be black ashes in the snow.

Not one townsmen honors our death,

None ever visit our black grave—

But none will ever take our breath,

None will ever come to rave.

Free, at last, in death’s sweet curse

Black eyes now black ashes

My love’s lot will never get worse,

His back receive no more lashes.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Blue

The day’s shadows grew

As I walked upon the shore;

They framed the deepest blue

Ocean there before.

The blue sea’s waves

Were alight with orange fire

As my soul craves

You, my heart’s desire.

Here we were, so many years ago—

Our ship was sinking, sinking in the brine

Hurtling for the dark blue depths below,

Where little light can ever shine.

My crew had left me,

Finding my true name--

Women on the sea

Will make a ship go lame.

I had been their captain!

What comes of being female?

But they could not know then

How their hearts would fail.

You alone knew,

For you alone I trusted.

In your eyes of deepest blue

My doubts all went and rusted.

How could I not have told you?

You were my first mate—

And after all our talks, it’s true,

The revelation could not wait.

Those long speeches in my cabin

Were all that kept me going along.

Your blue eyes would always win

My heart into a better song.

When my crew was sleeping,

The orange sunset well behind

I saw you there, watch-keeping

The dangers for you to find.

But dangers do not always travel

From the sea we roam;

Into your blue eyes I fell

As driftwood in the briny foam.

Alone that night, it all came out—

The words unspoken for too long.

O, I always wished to shout

How you wrote my heart’s song!

Drowning in a strong embrace,

We did not see the crewman,

We did not see his face

His shock at mate and captain.

Loyalty is like the waves—

In and out, it ebbs and flows,

Filling and unfilling caves

Where the sea-anenome grows.

So went the loyalty of crew,

And so I was imprisoned.

So your blue eyes knew

The fate for which we were destined.

Hands clasped through bars of cell,

Hearts together, breathing as one

We prepared ourselves for the hell

That had only just begun.

Long they kept us there, interred,

As the crewmen argued fast—

Every single hateful word

Drew us closer to our last.

All their bickering did not see

The threat approaching on the water.

Without me, they could never be

Safe from being cannon fodder.

The pirates took them by surprise;

Sadly we watched them fade away.

It is a mighty ship that dies

When its crew is kept at bay.

Fast my crew surrendered to them,

Giving up the good life I’d given.

My heart sang a lonely anthem,

Seeing them so driven.

And what of captain and her mate,

Rotting in the stinking hold?

My crew just couldn’t wait

To sink it—they were bold.

So, the pirates got their lives,

But not my shining ship.

A captain always strives

To go down with the vessel.

So we sank, you and I,

Beneath the dark-blue waves.

Letting out a little sigh

That only water saves.

Some miracle had smashed

The ship upon a lonely rock

And so our bars were washed

Away with rusty lock.

Swimming, panting for dear air,

We made a break for shore.

The land was bleak and bare,

But we could not ask for more.

Exhausted, there we were,

On the barren land.

Death but delayed, that was sure—

For nothing but a strip of sand.

No trees, no plants, just you and I

Starving on the still, cool beach.

We both let out a tiny sigh

And stayed inside each others’ reach.

Dawn, dusk, and dawn again—

That I could but drown in your eyes!

Drowning’s so much better than

Thirst, starvation, and scorching skies.

Weaker, and weaker our bodies became

In the orange light of the sun;

Stronger and stronger, our love aflame

Burned ‘till our lives were done.

My crew is gone upon the sea;

The beach long covered by the waves.

Water is what will ever be

Over the body of the one my heart craves.

Never to be found,

Forever we stay

Forever bound

As we were that day.

As you sail the treacherous sea,

Think of captain’s mate below;

Then ever will his blue eyes be

Setting the sea’s waves aglow.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Sand Ch. 10: Teaching a Falcon to Fly

Alaviel’s advisors’ mouths hung open as she finished recounting the evening. By her command, they had been silent throughout the entire report, but now they were bursting with questions.
“You want us to associate with them?”
“All three of them know who you are?”
“She’s alive?”
All of their questions swirled around in the air, nearly unintelligible. She glanced over at Alfonso, who was oddly silent. The unspoken question was clear: What does this mean for us?
She held up her hand to silence them, but that did not stop the confusion she sensed from each one of them. “One question at a time,” she commanded. “Make them relevant, not just shocked responses to what I’ve said already.”
“Can they all be trusted with your identity?”
“Of course,” she replied. “Jada’s inner circle is made up of Sir Norbert, Lady Kessil, Lady Eirana, Sir Ziro, Stefus Astul Lethya, and Gawen Erif Drathil.” She counted them off on her fingers. “We know Sir Norbert is loyal to us. We are his only chance to regain Clevia. Lady Kessil has kept my magical ability a secret, and probably will do the same with my identity. Lady Eirana has kept quiet about Jada’s identity, so she should keep quiet with mine. Sir Ziro--”
“Sir Ziro? The fool who started all of this?”
She breathed in heavily, her words more sure than she felt. “He is loyal to Eirana, and will do what she says. As for Stefus Astul Lethya, his tribe has long been a close trading partner with Manicolus, and he would never do anything to disrupt that. Gawen Erif Drathil--”
“Erif Drathil?”
“Jada adopted him; that’s how all of this got started,” she snapped. “He does not use that name publicly, but if you search his person, you’ll find a Rashdan pendant around his neck. I have felt his pride in being adopted as a Rashdan; he feels strongly about it.” She saw understanding dawn on their faces. No one in the room would be wise to forget her talent in that area.
“Where did the pendant come from?” Sir Alfonso frowned. “Jada has not left Delixia since she first came six years ago.”
“Stefus,” Alaviel replied. “He and his mother communicate using messenger birds. It’s the Astul Lethya specialty. Jada must have contacted Stefus’s mother to have the pendant made.”
At that moment, she sensed something strong, a strange dichotomy of love and duty. Startled by this sudden outburst, her eyes turned purple as she focused into the source. Her advisors were silent out of respect for the royal magic she was using. It was Jada. Complicated emotions spewed forth--anger, frustration, love, then a resigned sort of sadness. What was that sadness? An obvious answer would be grief, but this didn’t feel like grief.
Then, as she listened more closely, still not hearing audible words but rather sensing the shades of the mind, she realized what it was. Jada was sad because she knew she was going to die. Why would she die? Alaviel considered, still listening. Duty.
Presently, Alaviel’s eyes snapped open and returned to their piercing blue.
“What did you see?”
Alaviel shook her head, eyes downcast. “There’s a plan. I don’t know what it is yet, but there’s a plan. Something big. Something like no one has ever seen. But it will cost Jada her life.” She looked up. “Not if I can help it,” she said with resolve.

Sir Norbert cheerfully put his room in order as the sunlight streamed through the windows. He didn’t even like Jada to do this, as he had quite an assortment of current experiments lying around, and his most recent one would be considered controversial at best. Although he would trust her with that secret, he still did not like the idea of how she might try to use it.
It worked! The labor of years of research had finally paid off. He had been so close for so long, but there was always a small percentage of his animal tests that did not work. Now, he had tried it on the closest thing to a human being he could allow, and it had worked!
Who should he tell? This was the discovery of the century. Suddenly, fear gripped him. If the High Court found out about this, there would be no saving him. Worse yet, they could use it for their own evil aims. . .
I must keep this to myself, he thought. The world is not ready for it.
He confidently strode down the stairs to the main pub. There were only a few customers in the dining room at this hour. Ah, there she was. She’d definitely have something to say about what they sensed last night.
“May we talk in a private parlor, please?” Alaviel smiled diplomatically.
Sir Norbert bowed ever so slightly. “I was about to suggest the same.” He led her to his largest private parlor. “In a little while, my entertainment staff will arrive for a meeting, as you know well. You may wish to stay so that they are not surprised when you know about their plan.”
“Of course.”
“Tea?”
“No, thank you. I am awake enough already.”
Sir Norbert poured himself some and asked, “So, what’s your take on it? Your senses are just a little more finely-tuned than mine.”
“You were closer, and not distracted by thousands of people in another country.”
“I was distracted as well. Surely you sensed my research?”
“Yes,” she replied. “Very interesting. I think we’ll need it sooner than you may think.”
Sir Norbert ran his fingers through his hair absentmindedly. “The human puppet is only a simulation. A very good one, no doubt, in terms of chemistry, but there are other factors.”
“How would you propose we test it?”
“We?” Sir Norbert frowned. “There is no ‘we’ in it. It is my research. I cannot in good conscience test it on a sentient human being just for the sake of testing, and I don’t think that the High Court would ever release a proper test subject.”
“You have a point there, and I can assure you: you won’t find one in Manicolus, except in the hands of the Riya Dru. However, Jada may become one if we’re not careful.”
“I know. In a way, I think they are wise, not to let each other know. Stefus might do something, ah, rash.”
“Let them enjoy it while they can. Perhaps we can find a solution to it all.”
“And in the meantime, my tests are our little secret.”
“Good morning, Jada,” Alaviel smiled at the newcomers, giving no hint whatsoever that they had been talking about her just moments before. “Good morning, Stefus.” She chuckled. “Good morning, Shalisda.”
Both of them dropped into brief bows before taking seats for themselves. Shalisda took off from Stefus’s shoulder and rested on the back of an empty chair. Jada triumphantly dropped a script in front of Sir Norbert. “This is the show I have in mind. I think it could take me much longer than the promised month to create.”
“Take your time,” Sir Norbert adjusted his glasses to better look at the script. “Politically controversial, by any coincidence?”
“Very.”
“Well, that’s very good for business,” Sir Norbert grinned.
Stefus frowned. “You’re not concerned that they’ll shut you down?”
“Let them try! I’ve had enough of them taking what is mine. This time, I will not just stand back and let them move me from place to place. After all, where will they send me? To Jegundo? I don’t think they want to risk having me around there.”
“I don’t know; Wylth tells me they force-feed mages alcohol until either their magic is gone or they die of alcohol poisoning.”
Sir Norbert rolled his eyes as Gawen, Lady Kessil, Sir Ziro, and Lady Eirana entered. “I’d love to see them try. So, since we’re all here now, you can explain the new show to us.”
“The story is simple. Lr A’dl blesses two separate people, Amasa and Canace, with immortality, and they are to live on D’nal until they have found Heaven on D’nal. When they first learn of this, they are happy that they have so many years--”
“Who wouldn’t be?” interjected Lady Kessil. “That’s the point of my trade, isn’t it?”
Jada gave her a weary smile, and continued. “Then, they encounter the dark side of immortality. Amasa, knowing he is the perfect soldier, enlists in the army of Manicolus. His acts are heroic and brave, and he soon receives public acclaim in Manicolus after he rescues a group of Descans from being sold as slaves. Even King Mentmac praises him personally.”
“Wait, I can see where you’re going with this. . .”Alaviel frowned. “This makes things difficult for me.”
“That is why you are here. I will not do this without your permission. May I continue?” Jada queried respectfully.
“Of course.”
Jada paused. “Everything continues to go well for Amasa. King Mentmac gives him a special job as an emissary between himself and the emperor Sarzarad of Tre-revaj. He personally arranges a meeting between the two rulers in the Edarth Isles.”
Gawen’s eyes grew wide. “Oh!”
“You remember,” Jada grinned, “what happened that infamous night. With horror, Amasa watches as King Mentmac loses Yaylithe forever. Amasa warns the king not to do it, but he does anyway. When the king realizes what he has done the next morning, he has Amasa killed because he does not wish the truth to come out.”
Sir Ziro frowned. “I thought Amasa was immortal.”
“Exactly,” Jada replied. “Of course, he doesn’t die. He is tortured by their many attempts to kill him, and eventually they put out his eyes and banish him to Yaylithe. In the meantime, without Amasa’s leadership, the army of Manicolus fails and Yaylithe is conquered.”
Jada hesitated, glanced over at Stefus, then continued. “Men and women view things through different lenses. Canace, a native of the Desca Isles, is sold into slavery when her family is unable to pay taxes to the Tre-revaj empire. She is rescued, however, by none other than Amasa. In gratitude, she agrees to work for him after he is promoted to his position as an emissary. She teaches him how to fly. They fall in love, get married, but never tell each other of their immortality. All goes well for them until, after that fateful party, she is told that he is dead. She believes he is dead. She decides to wander the world in search of something that will console her grief, and finds some comfort in random acts of kindness to the poor and the miserable.”
“Amasa wanders, too. He is hoping that somehow he can find this heaven on D’nal so that his eternal misery could be ended. Because he is blind, he is mocked and ridiculed. Only a poor Descan widow is kind to him--”
“Canace, right?” Eirana interjected.
“Correct,“ Jada said. “While others are mocking him and abusing him, she gets them to stop and is kind enough to tend his wounds. Then, as soon as he is healed, he decides to go take refuge in Renni; he has had enough of the nonsense of the surface world. Canace continues to wander about, trying to do good, as Tre-revaj makes it harder and harder for her to do so. She starts to despair of ever finding heaven on D‘nal.”
Jada stopped for a moment, gazing into the distance. Everyone in the room was silent as she swallowed, then continued.
“Canace is giving water to a lost wanderer in the Rashdan desert when a sandstorm arises. The wanderer is lost and Canace is kidnapped and taken down into Renni, where she is held captive by a blind man, a gardener of the fiery vines and trees that grow there. He reveals that he is the blind man she helped, and he kidnapped her because she was the only kind person he ever knew but his wife. She pities him, but begs to return to the surface.” Jada gave a mysterious smile. “The scene that follows is probably my best work.”
The room waited with baited breath as she did that aggravating habit of very slowly taking a long gulp of tea, holding them hostage. She laughed and grinned. “You’ll see it in rehearsal. Needless to say, they discover each other for who they are, and the joy of their reunion constitutes as Heaven on D‘nal. Lr A’dl drops in and rewards them with the opportunity to join Him in Heaven. The two choose to stay instead and fight the injustices they have seen. Lr A’dl restores the sight of Amasa and honors them as His most faithful servants, that they would make such a choice. Together, they return to the surface.”
She gave them a moment of silence for the story to sink in, then tentatively asked, “So what do you think?”
“Great story; good for business,” Sir Norbert smiled.
Lady Kessil frowned. “I assume you are playing Canace, and Stefus is Amasa?” Jada nodded. “Are you prepared for the physical demands of these roles? Granted, I haven’t heard how you intend to stage this, but knowing you, the ‘fiery vines’ are probably real fire and you truly intend to teach him how to fly. And how are you portraying Lr A’dl?”
Jada gave her a lopsided grin. “A few dishas, a voice-over, and illusions. I will do my best to portray the full glory of His presence.”
Lady Kessil sighed deeply. “You’re going to get so many burns doing this. . . And what if, while you’re training Stefus for the flying scenes, he starts to fall?”
“I’m not stupid. All safety measures will be observed, at least until after the performance.”
“And what does that mean?” Lady Kessil snapped. “I don’t even know why I ask you about these safety concerns when you’re going to be arrested for performing it anyway!”
“That is my primary concern, also,” intoned Alaviel. “Are you sure you want to follow through with this? If you do this, you and Stefus just might be able to claim immunity as Rashdans, but the rest of the cast would be jailed.”
“My intentions are quite the opposite. I plan that the rest of the cast will escape and I will be arrested. I will not claim Rashdan immunity. I will reveal my identity in full. Do you think that will drive my point home?” she glared at them.
“Quite,” Sir Ziro cowered under her gaze.
“May I read over the parts that concern Manicalese history before you start rehearsals?” Alaviel asked. “I just want to make sure that it is accurate.”
“Of course,” Jada exclaimed. “I wouldn’t dream of performing it without having Your Majesty check it. Here is a copy of the script.”
“Where does the Council come in?” Gawen asked. “What will become of them afterwards?”
Jada acknowledged him. “They will be my cast, if they vote to do so. They are shown in regular uniform in the last scene. Hopefully, we won’t have any attempts at arrests before then, but I do expect that at that point, they will be quite anxious to jail the entire cast. They will exit with dishas exploding behind them, the exits sealed, and I will reveal my identity, make a stirring little speech, then give them hell when they get me in court. In the meantime, everyone else will be safely hiding in Renni, under Stefus’s leadership.”
Gawen thought about it for a moment. “That would work,” he said slowly.
“Any other questions?” Jada asked.
Who will take your place when you are gone? Alaviel’s voice rang through Jada’s mind, though the room was silent. How will you end what you started?
Jada smiled and said, “Well, then, I hope you have a wonderful day,” thinking, I leave my legacy to you, o Queen, and to the Council. There are possible leaders there.
Alaviel, Eirana, and Ziro left. Sir Norbert looked at Jada strangely for a moment, made a few comments about financing the production, then left. Gawen was still there, looking worried.
“What is it?” Jada asked kindly.
“Mother, I don’t want to lose you,” he confessed. “I mean, I know you are not really my mother, but you’re all I’ve got. If you get arrested, if you go to court, I won’t even have you.”
“What about Eirana? She’ll look after you. Or Stefus?” She hugged Gawen gently. “You know why I do this. I promise that I will not leave you alone. You are an Erif Drathil. You will be strong, like a fire lizard.”
“Lr A’dl dih rah yae.”
“Sih rah yae.”
There was silence as Jada watched him leave, somewhat downcast. Stefus stared at her, unsure what to think. He’d never fully understood the bond between Jada and her adopted son; she had always been fairly private about it. “He really loves you, doesn’t he?”
“Yes,” Jada sighed. “He is one of the few things I’ll regret leaving. And your company. And Eirana’s, and Kessil’s, and. . . Any number of people. But I do this for all of you, and doubtless I will see you all again, when I see Darim again.” She looked up at him. “No need to rush the production, though. We can make the time left as much fun as possible. Now, I’m going to need to make a little trip to get more minerals for my dishas. What a pity,” she added sarcastically.
“A wonderful excuse to get out of here,” he agreed with a grin.
“We can work on our lines on the way there.”
“Yes, Jada.”
She opened her mouth, as if to protest his continually annoying habit of agreeing with her, but thought the better of it. Instead, she asked, “Are you ready to begin your training?”
“Sure,” he shrugged. “Haven’t we started already?”
“That we have,” she grinned. “Before you know it, you and Shalisda will be flying together.” Jada stared at the falcon absentmindedly, then asked, “You still want to do this? You heard Lady Kessil’s concerns.”
“I trust you,” Stefus replied quickly. “A good deal of the time--actually, most of the time--you don’t make much sense to me, but at the very least, you seem to know what you’re doing.”
“You understand me better than most,” Jada sighed. “Sad, eh?”
“No kidding. Can we get started?”
“Sure. Now, what do you remember?”
“Decisions.”
“Have you decided, then?”
He looked puzzled. “Decided what?”
She clucked impatiently. “Whether or not you love flying!”
“All right; I love flying,” he said without enthusiasm.
“That’s not good enough!”
“What is?”
She calmed down a bit, then was struck with a sudden inspiration. “Let’s go outside. Bring Shalisda with you.”
He obliged, and they made their way to the bare yard in front of their cabin.
“She’s trained, right?” Jada asked.
Stefus stroked the falcon affectionately. “As much as one can tame a wild bird. At the very least, she refuses to leave me.”
“How touching. You love her, don’t you?”
“My falcon?”
“Yes; the falcon. If you went to all the bother of bringing her here with you, caring for her, and having her on your shoulder more or less wherever you go, than somewhere down the line, you must have decided to love her,” Jada explained.
Stefus thought about it. “I suppose so. But what does that have to do with flying?”
“If you let her go flying, then, you can decide to follow her, out of love,” Jada postulated.
“If I can’t teach you to fly, Shalisda can. Try it.”
Stefus signaled to the falcon, who glided into the crisp morning air with the smooth, powerfully curving wings of a raptor in fine condition. Even Jada had to admire the fierce beauty of this bird. Stefus watched her for a moment, then slowly rose off the ground. Falcon and man circled each other in midair, Stefus looking amazed that he had done this on his own.
“It’s easy!” he laughed like a child. “Why didn’t you make it this easy in the first place?”
Jada rose up to join them. “Ah, I tried, but I suppose you just had to discover it for yourself. You were thinking too hard about letting go of the ground to actually do it. Now,” she instructed, “in performance it’s me you’re following, not Shalisda. Can you do that?”
“Yes, Jada.” He signaled Shalisda to land, then fixed his gaze on Jada, actually moving more smoothly than before..
Her face paled, and she whispered, “We’re outside! I’m Sarepta, not Jada.”
Irritated, he rolled his eyes and was shocked to find himself dropping out of the sky. Jada’s eyes grew wide and light briefly flashed out of them as she slowed him down to meet the ground safely. She sank, disappointed and exhausted, beside him. “I’m sorry. We just have to be careful.”
“I know. After all, who knows what listening ears might be around at this hour?” he remarked with pronounced sarcasm. She glared at him, and he sighed. “I can follow you and I can follow Shalisda, but I can’t follow Sarepta.”
She rubbed her forehead. “Consider Sarepta and I the same people with different names. After all, Sarepta is your wife; you should be able to follow her, even if you couldn’t follow me. On stage, you’ll be following Canace. But I’m underneath all of it.”
“Should we give it another try?” he suggested.
“I need a breather,” she panted. “I was genuinely scared for you when you started to fall, and the catch wasn’t easy. The moment you get scared, it gets harder to do things like this. Drains you.” Her breathing slowed and she looked up with a smile. “All right. One more try.” She stretched out her arms and soared into the sky with grace and ease. Without a moment’s hesitation, Stefus joined her. “Wonderful,” Jada praised him. “Just wonderful.”
He beamed with pride. “Do you think we could attempt some choreography?”
“Ah, but first we need to learn the music.” She smirked. “You can fly now, but can you land?”
“I’m not sure,” he admitted, then made a rough landing as her feet gracefully touched the ground.
“We’ll have to work on that,” Jada laughed. “Come, enough flying; we will go to the desert, you and I, and I will teach you how to walk through fire. First, though, we must assemble our cast and get them started learning their roles.”

“I’m glad you were able to arrange a lunch meeting with me,” Alfonso smiled across the table at his Queen in the dining room of his private quarters. “I know how hard it is for you to get off work.”
“Well, I used connections to pull strings,” Alaviel grinned. “It always amuses me, the power Sir Norbert has over the weak-minded minions in charge of the jengda.”
“He’s a useful person.” He paused thoughtfully, glass poised in midair. “As nice as it is to share a meal with you, I must wonder, why did you go to the trouble to see me?”
Alaviel sighed. “I have just received a major piece of intelligence, and I wanted to share it with you before the rest of my advisors. Jada has formulated a plan, and I would like to offer her your services in executing it, if you are willing.”
“I am a musician, not a weapons master. Why would she need a musician?”
“You forget that she is a musician, too. She wrote a play,” Alaviel explained. “Actually, more of a musical. She’s going to need musicians, and she’s going to need to somehow be sure that there will be a large audience to see it. That’s where you come in.”
“What good will a play do for the jengda?” Alfonso frowned. “Of all the plans she could have made, she comes up with this?”
Alaviel chuckled. “I know it sounds a bit crazy, but you haven’t read the script. The story of the play is wrapped around a telling of the real history of the nations--the truth that, yes, we have been trying to hide, too, but can’t be hidden any longer. This will expose the crimes of Tre-revaj, maybe stir up enough anger against them to cause them to change. We will see.”
“This is treason for the entire cast of such a play,” Alfonso realized. “Who does she intend to drag down with her?”
“Her cast will doubtlessly be composed heavily of the group of jengda she has been educating in the forest. She has formulated plans to hide them in Folona or Renni, if Folona will not accept them.” She bit her lip--hard. “It’s risky, and everyone involved will become fugitives. That is why I cannot command you to do this. I can only ask you.”
“I will do this for you, Your Majesty,” he replied quietly, “because I trust you.”
“Thank you, Alfonso,” she smiled wearily. “Jada’s plan will probably protect you as well, but if it doesn’t, I will see what hell I can raise in Jegundo on your behalf.”
He smirked. “I would love to see what that would look like.”
“Oh, you’ll see it anyway, whether it’s for you or not,” Alaviel grimaced. “Our suicidal playwright has no intention of protecting herself, so I must protect her.”
“Good luck with that.” He laughed. “I don’t think she’d let you.”
“I can try,” Alaviel insisted, “and I can try and help you as well. My kingdom comes first, but you follow close behind.” She pursed her lips. “I almost wish I had another agent more capable than you for this task--I will send Braerraire also, but--” she halted and looked up at him. “I’m not sure if I should tell you.”
“Tell me what?” His gaze was intense.
She met his gaze and pierced through it. In an instant, she was in his mind, a sensation that had been awkward at first, but was now one he thoroughly enjoyed. When I do this, you know I am here. I do not hide from you, and you do not block me.
Why would I? You are my Queen.
He does not allow me to enter consciously. I can only enter hidden. If I enter as I do with you now, he blocks me. Entering hidden takes so much energy, I cannot allow myself to distract that much power from my people, who need it.
Only those who have something to hide block.
Exactly. Manicalese and Tre-revaj flags swirled from her mind to his. Just a speculation. Speak of it to no one, not even to me, not even this way, if there is one as powerful as Sir Norbert or I nearby. We must not tip our hand. If he is a traitor, it may be advantageous for us to keep an eye on him. Better here, working for us, than away, spilling our secrets.
Understood, Your Majesty.

Gawen gave Navira a rare smile as she joined him outside the castle to walk to the forest. She smiled in turn, but wearily, and it did not last long. “I am pleased to see you, Gawen,” she said as they started walking. “You have been very kind to me, and not many are.”
Something in her tone and the way that she opened the conversation caught his attention. She was usually so shy, and he tended to do most of the talking. “Thank you,” he responded. “I am always glad to see you.”
It was the truth; he took every excuse he could find to be with her, even if it meant pretending he was still a university jengda. He had become inexplicably taken with her as new feelings he did not understand grew inside of him. He had attempted to express these to Jada, and she had merely laughed in the same way Kessil laughed at her and said, “Just talk to her, get to know her, and eventually you’ll understand.” So, he had taken her advice and the two of them had become fast friends.
Gawen proceeded to occupy her with trifling small-talk, making jokes in an attempt to get her to laugh. She did, but it was a very nervous, albeit genuine, laugh. Obviously, something was bothering her. As they began to see the faint glow of the scarsh fire, he could bear it no longer. “Navira, what’s wrong?” he asked.
She tightened her lips. “I will tell you,” she finally said after an uneasy silence. “I am afraid, Gawen, very afraid--”
“Of what?” He frowned. Life as a jengda involved many things to be afraid of, but it had to be something out of the ordinary for it to disturb her this much. She did not, of course, know about the plan yet, so it could not be that.
“I’m afraid because--” she gave him the look of a trapped animal, and swallowed hard. “Judith bought me this morning.”
They were not quite to the clearing yet, but they stopped, Gawen entrapped in a stunned silence. Instinctively, he reached out and put his arm around her, and she let her head rest on his shoulder. He felt the dampness of her tears soak through his shirt. Inexplicable emotions of agony and bliss stole over him, but he let them pass in the silence.
Presently, he spoke. “Navira, that creature did not buy you because you cannot be bought. You are not her slave, and you do not belong to her. You are free, because you are one of the children of Lr A’dl. She can’t take that from you, no matter what else she does.”
“But the things she can do! Gawen,” she raised up her head and looked straight into his eyes, the tears in her own casting reflections from the scarsh fire that made them even more beautiful to him, “she is worse than the Lady Isabelle. If I do anything wrong, she can kill me. Look what she did to Jada, and she’s so much stronger than I am.”
Gawen closed his eyes as the terrifying memories of the fight washed over him--Jada, fighting Lady Judith alone. . .her being struck down with the sword. . .watching Stefus rush like a madman to drag her bleeding, unconscious form out of the water before she would be beyond saving.
Well, he would have to be Navira’s protector, as Stefus was to Jada. “Courage, Navira,” he said gently, “Lr A’dl is with you, and who knows? Maybe you are there for a reason. No matter what happens,” he added tentatively, “know that I am here for you.”
The words hung heavily in the air for a second, then Navira smiled--this time a lasting smile. She dried her tears and, trembling, gingerly brushed her lips against his. “Thank you,” she whispered.
They walked arm in arm into the clearing, Gawen in a daze.

“This is my plan; I will hear anybody who has anything to say about it at this time,” Jada concluded her opening speech to the Council. “Not a one of you is to be a member of the cast unless you want it. Remember, if you do this, you will be a fugitive like me for the rest of your life.”
“How do we know it will even be worth the risk?” queried a jengda. “How do we know that you getting arrested and us being hunted and displaced will do any good whatsoever for our cause?”
Jada smiled softly. “That’s the kind of thinking that keeps it from being any good. Do you know how magic works? When you have such a strong intent to do good for something, that intent becomes power. The more intent, the more power. When we have nobles and dignitaries from all over the world trapped in a room prey to our combined intent, they will be changed. There will be good. They will hear us, and even if nothing happens immediately, there will be debate, and their thinking will be challenged.”
Terpsichore’s hand shot straight up. “It sounds like a great idea,” she said, “but it takes up so much time. Time is not something a lot of us have. When would we practice?”
“Where does our time come from for this?” Jada countered. “These sessions will be converted into rehearsals. Remember, also, that Sir Norbert has excellent talents of persuasion when it comes to getting Moks and Isabelle to release jengda for his purposes.”
Other questions followed.
“We certainly don’t have enough people to pull off an event this large, even with Sir Norbert’s help. How will we get enough? And what about musicians?”
“Nobles,” Jada stated firmly. “We will enlist the help of nobles.”
The room was suddenly filled with mutterings. “Sir Norbert’s one thing, we can trust him, but anyone else? No,” were among the statements. Jada met Alaviel’s eyes and heard, quite distinctly, Good luck, mediator, spoken to her mind with some amusement. Jada mentally growled back at her and raised up a hand to silence them.
“Of course it won’t just be any nobles,” she reassured them. “They will be trustworthy--how many of you have Lady Kessil healed? How many of you have heard of Lady Eirana’s kindness to her jengda? How many of you have heard of how the Manicalese nobles here have no jengda, but paid servants who choose their own tasks?”
There was silence.
“All in favor of enlisting the help of nobles, say ‘aye’!”
With some hesitation, it was said.
“All opposed, ‘nay’!”
To Jada’s relief, there was silence once more.
“It is voted, then. We will enlist the help of our upper-class friends. “
They don’t know how upper-class, Alaviel commented. Is now a good time?
Not yet, Your Majesty, Jada replied, didn’t you sense how hard that was for them?
I guess.
The exchange had been almost instantaneous, but already the Council was looking at her strangely, so she continued, “Only one item remains on the agenda, then. Stefus and I are leaving on a journey tomorrow, and someone will need to be left in charge of the Council while I am gone, to oversee your progress. I will now entertain motions to that topic.”
After some deliberation, Terpsichore was selected. Jada spent a few minutes passing out music and running over the basics of how to read it, then the meeting was adjourned.
“Well, that’s over,” Stefus sighed in relief as he helped Jada pack up her materials. “I was amazed that they voted in noble help so quickly.”
“So was I,” she replied. “After this, I look forward to a good, long journey. Gawen, do you want to come with us?”
He hesitated, his face pale in an expression Jada had never seen him wear before.
“No,” he said finally.
Puzzled, Jada asked, “Why not? Don’t you want to see Clevia? The Rashdan Desert? Don’t you want to meet Stefus’s mother?”
“I do,” he paused. “It’s just that. . . This time, I want to stay behind,” he affirmed.
“I get that,” Jada said, puzzled. “But why?”
Gawen heaved a great sigh and muttered something incomprehensible.
“What was that?” asked Stefus, interested.
“Come on, son,” Jada intoned quietly. “Tell me.”
Gawen spoke more clearly this time. “All right,” he said, hardly daring to meet her eyes. “Navira has been assigned to Lady Judith’s service, and I’m concerned for her. She’s. . . my friend, and I don’t want anything to happen to her. Surely you can understand that?” It was Stefus he addressed now. “There’s no telling what Judith might do, after what she did to Jada.”
“I understand,” Stefus said gently. “Look, it’s not your responsibility to look after her--”
“How is it any less than that you have to Jada?” Gawen shot back at him.
“That’s different,” Stefus sighed. “That’s one of those binding Rashdan things.”
Jada frowned. “You’re free to go at any time. I’ve made that clear--you’re not really bound to me by any Rashdan promise.”
“All right, so promise or not, it’s still different,” Stefus replied testily.
“I don’t see how,” Gawen grouched.
Jada shook her head sadly. “I think we’re missing something here. Gawen, what happened?”
“She,” he hesitated again, “she--she kissed me.”
Both Stefus and Jada reeled back in surprise. “What?”
“That’s what happened,” Gawen shrugged. “I can’t leave her after that.”
“I suppose not,” Jada said finally, after an awkward silence. “You may stay here.” She thought for a moment, then remarked, “We may actually be able to use this to our advantage.”
It was Gawen’s turn to be surprised. “How?”
“She’ll be working right in the center of Judith’s operations, right?” Jada queried.
“That’s right. . .”
“She’ll have access, then, to many things that none of us could dream of accessing,” she postulated. “She could act as our spy, but only if she wishes to do so.”
Gawen considered this for a moment. “It’s risky,” he said finally. “How would we get information to you?”
Stefus smiled. “I don’t keep birds just for decoration, you know--”
“Of course not; you use them for fletching, but how does that help me?” Gawen growled.
“Yes, it is handy to have flocks of birds on hand for fletching, but it would be pointless to have so many just for that. Each of them I have trained carefully to respond to certain commands--to fly in time to music, to attack enemies, and even,” his smile broadened, “to carry messages.”
He patted Shalisda fondly, and for the first time Gawen saw the full fierce beauty of the bird. “Shalisda’s too conspicuous,” he frowned.
“Surely you don’t think I only keep Shalisda here with me?” Stefus laughed. “No, you only see her because I keep her with me all the time. I have entire flocks here, and they blend in with the natural bird population perfectly--it is impossible to tell one of my birds apart from a common sparrow. Vatyat, emoc oth em!” Stefus called.
There was a slight rustling in the trees and a tiny sparrow flew down and landed in Stefus’s hand. “Give Vatyat to her,” Stefus handed the bird over to Gawen. “He responds to Rashdan commands only, so you’ll have to teach her. If you roll up your message on a small piece of paper, he can carry it to me in his beak.”
Gawen took the sparrow, thanked Stefus, and left the clearing.
Impressed, Jada asked, “Exactly how many birds do you have here, anyway?”
He grinned. “Colf rethag thiw em!”
Jada stared in wonder as the forest suddenly came alive and hundreds of birds--sparrows, doves, blackbirds, swallows, eagles, owls, and even a few pheasants and swans rushed in with an overwhelming sound of flapping wings.
“I never knew,” she whispered in awe, watching the circling flocks that blotted out the stars with their numbers. “And even more reside in Folona?”
“Yes,” he replied, enjoying her reactions. “We have birds in every major city of the world, ready to be mobilized. My main concern is hunters, though; nothing kills my flocks faster than a good hunting party.”
With another command, they had all dissipated, and once more the forest was quiet again.
“Wow,” was all Jada could say.
As they started back, Stefus remarked, “That’s pretty wild there, Gawen and that girl. I didn’t know he had it in him.”
“Neither did I,” Jada admitted. “He’s already passed me up. I’m concerned for him, though. He seems too young to be doing this sort of thing.”
Stefus shrugged. “He’s not much younger than I was when I decided to stay here.”
“That’s right,” she remembered. “Wow, so much time has passed. . . I can hardly believe it’s already been five years.”
“Neither can I.”
She smiled at him, amused. “It’s been a wild ride.”
“I knew it would be.”
Jada looked at him intently for a moment. “Why, then, did you stay? You never even had to come. You could have just left it all behind in the desert that night.”
He stopped, turned towards her, and grinned. “I would have missed the adventure.”
She stared at him for a moment, looking as though she might hit him, then the two of them burst out laughing, the sound of it echoing like merry bells throughout the forest as they walked, arm in arm, back to the enchanting lights of the town on the lake.

Sand Ch. 9: The New Council

“Now, the main concept of illusions is fairly basic--project an image from your imagination into reality without calling it into existence,” Sir Norbert explained to his advanced magic class. “Like so,” he grinned, his eyes flickering to where Sir Ziro and Lady Eirana were pretending to pay rapt attention to him, but he could hear the mental conversation they were having.
Are you going to the Red Dragon after class?
Of course. I can’t wait to meet Jada after all you’ve told me about her. And, of course, Lady Kessil is making me watch you like a hawk.
Seeing the trouble you caused at the Festival, maybe I should be watching you like a hawk.
I was watching you first.
What?
Well, you’re fun to watch. It’s the way your hair moves.
Their conversation was cut off as they were astonished by an apparition of Lady Eirana in front of the class, flinging her hair back in shiny black waves behind her.
“Now this,” Sir Norbert smiled indulgently at the two of them as they turned two shades of deep scarlet, “is why you don’t spill your life’s secrets via mental communication when a mage of my caliber is present. I will see both of you after class, and you know who I mean.”
After class, when the room had emptied of all students but the two of them, Sir Norbert approached them. “I am very disappointed in you,” he said gravely.
“Are you?” Sir Ziro asked defiantly. Lady Eirana glared at him.
“Your actions deserve punishment. Therefore,” he kept his gaze stern, “I am inviting you both to dinner.”
“Ha! We were coming already.” Sir Ziro matched his evil eye.
“Well, then, one option remains.”
“Oh, and what’s that?”
Sir Norbert broke into a smile. “Go and visit my Rashdan performer Sarepta, and ask her how she feels about her new act. Don’t forget to duck. I’m sure she can fill you in on whatever you missed during class about illusions.”
All three of them burst out laughing, and Ziro and Eirana quickly hurried down to the lake--the walk was still substantial, but they hurried through it and it seemed much shorter because they enjoyed each other’s company. Finally, they reached Jada’s cabin, and gingerly knocked, snickering as they heard the shifting inside.
“Hello,” a lady with dark, dark brown hair that was almost black answered the door. Her eyes were a soft almond color.
“We’re here to see Sarepta Astul Lethya.”
“One and the same,” the lady let them in, shut the door, and locked it behind her with an evil grin on her face.
“Great disguise, Jada,” Eirana complimented her. “I didn’t recognize you.”
“Thank you,” Jada replied curtly as they sat down on the cushions inside her room. From across the hallway, they could hear Stefus moving about in his room. “He just woke up,” she explained. “We’re going to work soon.”
“Late risers, eh?”
“Do you really think that I could throw all of this together in fifteen minutes?” Jada growled at him. “I’ve been up for several hours. I made Stefus sleep because he’s been up all night doing Lr A’dl-knows-what. Wait a second,” Jada studied Sir Ziro’s features carefully. “You’re the one, the spineless one from the party I saved.”
“That’s right,” Sir Ziro said slowly. “Thank you, by the way. Lady Judith’s had it in for me for years, and she happened to catch me in a moment of--er--weakness.”
“As in inebriated,” Jada said crisply. She looked from Ziro to Eirana, then from Eirana back to Ziro, and light seemed to dawn for her. “Is he--?” she asked Eirana.
“Stuck with the same job as Stefus?”
Jada nodded.
“Yes,” Eirana smiled. “He was quite happy to take on the task.”
“You turn my hair white before my time,” Jada exclaimed. “Keep your eye on him, and keep the bottle far from him.”
“Hey! Eirana told me you thought it was rude to talk about people in the third person while they are present.”
“You think you don’t turn mine white before my time?” Eirana rolled her eyes. “Just look at the circumstances that brought us here.”
Jada bit her lip. There was no arguing with that. “I-I’m just concerned for you,” she said finally. “You’re probably the closest friend I’ve ever had, and I don’t want to lose you. We are sisters, you see.”
“I agree.”
“Now,” Jada quirked an eyebrow. “Whose brilliant idea was it to make this my new disguise?”
“It was a collaborative effort,” Eirana replied innocently enough as Ziro dissolved into snickers. “It’s just that I’ve seen the way you two look at each other, and there’s always these awkward pauses which causes me to wonder if there is something there.”
Stefus’s timing couldn’t have been more perfect as Jada, tongue-tied, stared at Eirana, not believing what she was hearing. He strode into the room, completely oblivious to the previous conversation. “Ah! Why didn’t you tell me we had company?”
“I didn’t want to disturb you as you were getting ready,” she replied, smiling. “You look nice tonight--the rest served you well.”
Despite her theories about the two Rashdans, Eirana had to admit Jada had a point there. He looked refreshed and relaxed, possessing an energy he had lacked in the last few weeks. He had tamed his black hair into something resembling a style for a change, and he wore traditional Rashdan garb instead of the rough brown jengda tunic he usually donned. The falcon had taken its place on his shoulder, and it glared at Eirana with a steely gaze.
“Why so dressy?” Ziro queried, smirking.
“A performer must dress well out of respect for their audience,” Stefus said lightly. “I have a very important performance tonight.” His tone grew serious. “Jada, I think you should know that Tartath is staying at the Red Dragon. I’ve been trying my best to avoid him, but he won’t leave me alone. He has gotten too curious about my personal life, about you--” he blushed.
“It’s all right,” Jada said gently. “He won’t even recognize me like this.”
“He’ll know your voice.”
“Not with this accent.”
For the first time, Eirana realized that there was not even a hint of Rashdan inflection left in Jada’s speech. When Stefus spoke common, it was usually well-accented with Rashdan; if there was an accent in Jada’s speech, it was Cunadran, the language of the icy land north of the Edarth Isles.
“Shall we go?” Ziro asked.
The others agreed, and within moments they were inside the Red Dragon, joining the crowd of laughing, talking students and travelers. Tartath was sitting, once again, at a table with Sir Norbert, who was continuously massaging his temples. The moment he saw Stefus, he cried, “Come join us!”
The four of them sat down with the two bachelors.
“You still have that bloody bird?” Tartath asked, eyeing the falcon. “I didn’t know they lived this long. Still use it for combat?”
“With proper care, a falcon can live a very long time. I’m afraid she hasn’t had combat practice in a long time.”
“Now who is this, Stefus?” Tartath winked, looking at Jada. “Don’t tell me you lied to me.”
“Of course I did,” Stefus said lightly. “This is the woman. I didn’t tell you about her because I knew you would tease me mercilessly.”
“Are you ashamed of me, Stefus?” she challenged him with a glint in her eye.
“Of course not,” Stefus smiled politely. “I don’t think I’ve introduced you. This is Tartath, that old school friend of mine I was telling you about.”
“I’m so pleased to meet you,” Jada lied.
“And you are…?”
“Sarepta Astul Lethya.”
Tartath choked on his ice. “You got married, Stefus?”
“Well, did you expect me to stay a bachelor forever?” Stefus was indignant. “Just because I don’t play the ladies--”
“Yeah, but how did you rate her?” Tartath turned to Jada, mouth open. “How on D’nal did he ever manage to convince you to marry him?”
She was a master at this game. Method acting. “He would visit me while I was working in the library at Clevia,” she smiled, as if in the middle of a happy memory while her mind was swiftly calculating the right details to use for this situation to make it believable. “He actually stopped to talk whenever he checked a book out from the library. He, Wylth and I would spend hours just talking about theology, books, and all sorts of things. I fell in love with his sense of humor and his practical take on the ancient books. We wrote letters back and forth, and it all progressed from there.”
“That is so like you,” Tartath laughed. “Don’t take this wrong, Sarepta, but I don’t think your husband would have managed to get a wife any other way.”
“Maybe that says something about his methods,” Jada laughed. “I found him perfectly charming.”
“Charming?” Tartath chuckled. “All right, Stefus; you have changed. Will you forgive me for what I said about you and Jada?”
Jada frowned. “Is that the friend you were telling me about?” she asked Stefus.
“Yes,” he answered quickly, having a hard time catching onto the thread of deception.
“What was he saying about her?” She fixed him with the piercing stare of a jealous wife while inside she was bursting with curiosity.
“Oh, just that she broke up with me because she was attracted to him. She was an old girlfriend of mine,” he added. “I also somewhat accused him of taking her from me.”
Sir Norbert suddenly dipped his fingers into his ice water and started rubbing the cool liquid on his forehead in agony. Noting his behavior, Jada asked Stefus, “Is this true?”
“Absolutely not,” Stefus said quickly. “Well, I don’t know about her.” His next words sounded extremely unnatural for him. “You mean more to me than she ever could have.”
Sir Norbert finally moaned, “Tartath, do you mind if I speak with my friends in a private parlor? We are planning the entertainment for the next month, and we want it to be a surprise.”
“Of course.”
The five of them swiftly made their way to a private parlor. Lady Kessil and Gawen were waiting inside, having come in from a back door. After greeting them, Sir Norbert burst out, “Could you just hold onto your emotions for five minutes? You give me a headache.”
“Do I need you to start taking sedatives during the day, too?” Lady Kessil asked, concerned.
“No,” he growled. “I need to live somewhere far away from everyone else. Or better yet, somewhere where I am the only sober one in the lot.”
“No wonder you like being with Tartath,” Jada mumbled.
“Gawen,” Stefus said, “is everything in order for tonight?”
“Everyone is eager for information, so they are all coming. Not just the school of freedom, but the school of letters, too.”
“You’re so serious, Gawen,” Sir Ziro joked. “Lighten up a little.”
“They think it’s a funeral we’re having,” Gawen informed them. “I figured I might as well get into character.”
“I have a crazy plan for tonight,” Jada announced.
There was a deep intake of breath around the room.
“No offense, Jada, but how crazy?” Sir Ziro asked.
“Does it involve yet more work for me?” Lady Kessil chimed in.
“Kessil, I’m afraid it does,” Jada smiled mischievously.
Kessil grew angry. “What suicidal idea have you dreamed up this time?”
“Do you want me to write to my mother?” Stefus growled. “Better yet, in that disguise, how would you like to go see her and tell her what crazy thing you’re doing now?”
“Actually, I’d quite enjoy that, seeing as I haven’t left this depressing hellhole of a town for four years, and you know how much I love to travel,” she replied curtly. “My plan does not actually involve bodily harm, if all goes well, and I’m actually asking for help, something you’ve been trying to get me to do for lo these many years.”
“Well, what do you want us to do?”
“I want all of you nobles to join the Council.”
There was a dead silence, then Jada continued. “Only, of course, if the existing Council votes you into their ranks. The thing is, my people made a mistake when, after freeing ourselves from Tre-revaj rule, we learned to hate all people from Tre-revaj.”
“Don’t we all?” Sir Ziro arched his brow.
“My point,” Jada sighed, “is that many of them have come to hate nobles as a group. The problem is that not all nobles are the same. I want them to learn this. Am I asking too much?” She looked up at them. “You do not have to do this if you do not wish to do so. You have a week to think about it. I hate to ask, because I know that if you join, you will likely end up like me.”
“You’re not doing badly right now,” Lady Kessil made an attempt at comfort. “The world believes that you are dead, and now you are free.”
“Am I really?” Her voice was hollow. “Certainly, I am, if you believe that wearing a mask until the mask is your skin is freedom. Surely I am if you believe that I can just leave these people here. No, duty chains me to them, as it does Stefus to me. I tell you, Stefus, I would not think the lesser of you if you broke that chain now while you still can. I only know that I cannot break mine, not until I am dead or successful. I am free to leave, but I cannot. I am still a jengda.” She forced herself to smile. “I take this happily, though. I know it is my destiny.”

Alaviel was filled with apprehension as she made her way towards the woods. In addition to her work in the castle, some very disturbing reports had been coming to her from her advisors about the state of affairs in her own country. It had become widely known to them that Jada had fallen in the fight at the Festival, and there had been demonstrations both for and against jengda rights as a result. Also, the rumors about her being the one predicted in Yonba’s prophecy were spreading like wildfire, causing her impersonator at court great distress.
Also, in a way, she felt somewhat responsible for the young Rashdan’s fate. She had thought that in Jada, perhaps, she had found someone who actually understood the rigors of keeping up disguises and balancing political matters. If only she had silenced Lady Judith when she’d had the chance. . .but that would have turned out worse.
She was filled with curiosity as she saw the familiar faint light of the scarsh fire shine through the trees. She, like Sir Norbert, had keen senses, passed down to her through her royal bloodline. Whoever was holding the scarsh fire was doing a fine job of keeping their emotions steady.
There was already a sizable group there when she arrived at the source of the scarsh fire. Stefus was already there, along with that annoying little boy of Jada’s who kept on going about what an important part he played in the Council since Jada had fallen. Stefus had with him a newcomer, who Alaviel knew would easily fool everyone except her--there was no mistaking this woman’s thought processes. No one else could be so good at fluctuating between two personas.
As she sat down on the one rough blanket she had purchased from a beggar for the purpose of these meetings, she noted Terpsichore emerging into the clearing and accosting Stefus with questions. He tersely told her to sit down as the woman behind him did her best to stifle a chuckle.
“Good evening,” Stefus finally said as it seemed that everyone was there, and he proceeded to take roll. They had just started this process recently under Jada’s insistence that they have some idea of where people were. They had grown to the point where it was necessary so that no one was forgotten. Tonight, everyone was here except for Jada, whose name he skipped.
“What has happened to Jada?” someone asked when he had finished.
“Yeah, what happened to Keri?”
“Keri is dead,” Stefus said somberly. “She was buried just yesterday if you’d like to see her grave. The High Court examined the body and closed the Erif Drathil case.”
Alaviel frowned. Did he really think they were going to buy this?
“What are we going to do for a leader, then?”
Stefus smiled as he clasped the hand of the woman next to him. This action seemed very mechanical, almost unnatural for both of them. “I would like you to meet my wife, Sarepta Astul Lethya. She would be willing to lead you.”
There was a moment of shock before everyone erupted into whispers. Alaviel rolled her eyes. She wouldn’t even have had to be telepathic to catch that one.
“I thought that we appointed our leaders!” Terpsichore bellowed.
“That is true,” Stefus grinned. “That is why I am putting it to a vote. She is my nomination. Anyone else may place nominations, and all the nominees will make a speech. We will see, then, if I was correct in assuming that you would want my wife as your leader.”
Alaviel almost laughed as she saw all the furtive looks everyone shot at Stefus as they named nominees for the leadership position. Gawen, Terpsichore, Stefus, and even Alaviel herself were named. Gawen refused to give a speech, as did Terpsichore and Stefus.
That left Alaviel. She did not like making speeches, but the amusing nature of the situation warranted one. “All I will say,” she said curtly as she rose, “is that if you elected me, you would definitely be getting more than you bargained for.”
“Very well, “ Stefus responded with a raised eyebrow. “Now, Sarepta--your speech?”
“Sarepta” smiled, laughed, and stepped forward. A discerning eye would be able to note a slight weakness in her movements.
“I understand,” she began calmly, “that you mourn your friend Keri. It is very important that you remember exactly how you feel right now so that her memory will not be forgotten. Before I met Stefus, I was a student of Jada’s teacher Wylth. I have learned all the same principles of justice and democracy that Jada did. I wish to continue her legacy.” All of a sudden, she flashed them all a smile. “Now, how many of you did not believe a word I just said?”
Alaviel, Gawen, Stefus, and one or two others swiftly rose their hands.
“Gawen and Stefus, of course, should know. Alaviel,” there was some surprise by the others that this woman actually knew Alaviel’s name “tell me why you do not believe a word I just said.”
“Do you want the real answer or the funny one?” Sarepta’s eyes connected with hers, and they were easily playing off of each other. This was fun.
“Whichever you chose,” Sarepta replied.
“Stefus would never get a girl like you.”
“Why does everyone say that?” Stefus kicked at the dirt in frustration and only succeeded in stubbing his toe. “Am I really that bad?”
“Not really,” Sarepta smiled. “You’ve made significant improvements.”
“In all seriousness,” Alaviel continued as Stefus looked annoyed, “you have not used your left arm all evening and you and Stefus do not seem comfortable, ah--”
“I know what you mean,” Sarepta cut her off. “That is because we are not, in fact, married in any sense of the word, and I have not used my left arm all evening because it is still healing from a rather unpleasant fight with Lady Judith about a week ago.”
She paused to let the effects of her words sink in. It was shy, shy Navira who gingerly got up, walked over to Sarepta and carefully ran her fingers across her face. “Five scars. You can hardly feel them through all the makeup, but they‘re there,” she barely whispered, and embraced Sarepta in a gentle hug. “I knew you were alive.”
“Just barely,” Jada sighed, for it was, in fact, her. “The grave is empty. I am no longer pursued by the High Court. This is a disguise, like the last one. I can pull it away if you’d like, but I am so tired, you see. I am lucky to be alive at all. I am only here today because a noblewoman saved me.”
Alaviel could see where this was heading. The others sat alongside her, hardly daring to believe that what they heard was true.
“I could leave, I guess,” Jada mused. “I could disappear, and never be seen again. If you need me, however, I will stay. Just know that I will do whatever it takes to help you, and now you see that it is no empty promise.”
Exhausted, she slowly sat down. Stefus looked at her in admiration and nearly choked as he asked them for their votes. It was unanimous: Jada was, once more, their leader.
As the meeting progressed and they voted in several nobles to their ranks, Alaviel felt a pang of guilt. Jada had been completely forthright with her disguise and had more or less revealed all. She continued to hide in secrecy. Then again, Jada had no one but herself to worry about; Alaviel had an entire country.
When they had adjourned, she waited behind until everyone but Stefus, Jada, and Gawen had left. They seemed to take an extra-long amount of time tonight, as Jada was completely exhausted and taking some time to gather up the strength required for the walk back to their cabin. Stefus and Gawen seemed quite happy to stay, and Alaviel knew why. Gawen would have to return to Jengda Quarters, and Stefus and Jada would have to face the awkward situation of living together. Jada was extending Gawen an invitation to live with them.
“We would love to have you with us,” she said soothingly. “It’s probably much more comfortable than Jengda Quarters.”
“It would look suspicious,” Gawen replied. “Besides, you hear the best gossip up in Jengda Quarters. You need someone with an ear in the castle; just because you have moved out to the lake doesn’t mean everyone else has.”
“Excuse me,” Alaviel gently interrupted.
Jada immediately dropped to one knee; the other two followed suit.
“You do not have to do that,” Alaviel smiled as she bent down and sat on the ground beside them. “Out here, just as you are Stefus’s wife, I am but a jengda.”
“I cannot show you deference in public,” Jada intoned, “but at least I can pay you proper respect here, Your Majesty. For the record, you’re probably the only monarch who would receive this treatment from me.”
“So all three of you know who I am?”
“You know we do.”
Alaviel sighed. “Do you think I should tell them?”
“Not now,” Jada replied. “They would not understand. They would consider you a spy.”
“That’s what I thought.”
The four of them just stared at each other in silence for a moment.
“Thank you, Your Majesty, for saving my life again,” Jada said gratefully. “I did not deserve it.”
“Do not refer to me as Your Majesty ever again,” Alaviel smiled. “Thank you for supporting me. I feel so alone sometimes--it’s nice to know that someone else knows. Other than Sir Alfonso, of course. He just doesn’t understand what it’s like, though. . .”
“I know,” Jada said sympathetically. “Say, why don’t you help us? I know you have your own advisors to meet with, but it’s about time we didn’t have to spy on each other to know what’s going on.”
“I would love to,” Alaviel agreed, surprised for a change--this had been the very reason why she had waited behind. Then she frowned. “Have you really been spying on mine? It’s really not appropriate for even you to know all of the business of the government of Manicalus.”
“Not intentionally,” Gawen admitted. “I just happened to be looking for you on the night of the fight and overheard your advisors reprimanding you. We know it’s none of our business.”
“The night I overheard you, it was also by accident,” Jada added. “It’s not even by carelessness that you are overheard, but by the extreme unlikelihood that anyone in their right mind would be climbing the castle walls.”
“And you must know that Sir Norbert’s mind is so sensitive that he can pick up on any significantly strong emotion,” Stefus informed her.
“Actually,” Alaviel smiled, “he was my original contact here. I knew when I came that I could never hide from him, as I have the same problem. He hates it here so much that he’ll do anything to get back at the bureaucratic idiots who put him here. He has the curse of being powerful without a job that calls for it, like mine. Have you ever wondered where his estate really is?”
“Well, I assumed--”
“It’s Clevia. He owns the temple city of Clevia, which is also a key trade port. You can see now why the High Court would be so eager to banish him here to Delixia. They repossessed his estate, and now he lives here.”
“So that’s why he’s so bitter!” Gawen exclaimed. “I would be, too.”
“It was vital that I had his support before I came here, because he would easily sense my presence. I got more than his support; I got his services as a spy.”
“So that’s why you were in the pub while I was talking with Tartath,” Stefus recalled. “I couldn’t think of why you would be there.”
“Ah, was that Tartath?”
“I apologize for any inappropriate comments he may have made to you, your Majesty. He thinks he’s Lr A’dl’s gift to women.”
“It’s not your fault,” Alaviel smiled. “I’ve heard worse. Just curious, Jada--what did you ever see in him?”
Jada frowned. “Can’t you read it out of me?”
“If I really wanted to, I could, but my interest for the present moment is purely academic.” An amused smile played upon her lips.
Jada was at a loss for what to say, and found her forehead getting warm as Gawen and Stefus eyed her with curiosity, also. “He had a way with words,” she said finally. “I helped him out of a tough spot involving a Layor Niol woman, and we hit it off from there.”
Alaviel laughed. “A way with words--that’s definitely the truth! Well, I’d better get going.”
“Don’t keep your advisors waiting,” Gawen chuckled.
Alaviel turned towards the castle and slowly disappeared into the trees.
“A way with words, eh?” Stefus grinned. “You seem to have a thing for that.”
Jada felt like she was going to die from embarrassment. “Well, can you blame me? I mean, Gawen has some pretty strange tastes in women.”
“Hey! That’s not fair.”
“I mean, do you think that it’s romantic to stare up a woman’s collarbone or something?”
“I can’t help it if I’m shorter than everyone else,” Gawen stuttered. “And you’re one to talk. He‘s what, a head taller than you?”
“What?” Jada exclaimed. “I told you, I have no interest in him, he’s just nice to look at!”
“What’s all this about?” Stefus asked, amused. “You never use prepositions at the end of a sentence, normally.”
“Nothing,” they both said quickly.
“You are dense, aren’t you?” Gawen laughed. “Unless, of course, you play the fool.”
“Oh, you’re a fine one to insult his intelligence, seeing as you didn’t even know that the lady in Sir Norbert’s room was a puppet until you tried to flirt with it.”
“Well,” Gawen said tartly, “I’d better be off to the urchin quarters. You hear the best stuff in the morning, and I want to be awake to hear it.”
“Coward!” she called at his retreating back, then giggled.
“What’s so funny?” Stefus asked as he helped her up.
“I think he’s finally hit puberty,” she laughed. “My little urchin is growing up.”
“You have, too.”
“Now what’s that supposed to mean?” she demanded, indignant.
“Just that you’re somewhat different than you were when you left Folona.”
“Well, you are, too.” She smiled. “You, however, have passed the rather awkward stage Gawen is experiencing. He is starting to notice women, but he has not learned how to deal with his attraction for them.”
“Ah, I remember that stage well,” Stefus chuckled. “I did some stupid things.”
“The puppet incident in question is but a sampling of Gawen’s new adventures.” She creased her brow thoughtfully. “It does lead me to wonder, however, why on D’nal Sir Norbert has such a realistic puppet of a woman in his room in the first place.”
“I still can’t believe you adopted Gawen,” he mused as she threw her cloak over her shoulders and they started to walk back. “He’s not that much younger than you.”
“The age gap was more pronounced when we were younger, and I needed to pass the craft to someone. The future didn’t look very promising then.”
“How about now?”
“It’s-- it’s hard to tell,” she answered thoughtfully. “On one hand, I can see a future in this disguise, living out my days--” she quickly cut off the sentence, as though there was something left, then continued before he could comment. “On the other hand, I see my plan unfolding and maybe making a difference worth those days it would cost me.” She shuddered. “It’s so tempting, so very tempting, to take the first.”
He looked at her intently. “Will you tell me what your plan is? Maybe there‘s a way for both to work, and you‘re probably going to need my help either way.”
“So true,” she smiled, and noted that they were now emerging from the woods. The stars were reflected in the lake, which glistened in the moonlight. “I hate to admit it, but I do need your help.”
“How ironic.”
Noting the nightlife, roaming the streets, Jada changed the subject. “In all the time I’ve seen you with that falcon, you never told me her name.”
He laughed. “I named her Shalisda, because of how fierce she is. I suppose you like that name, don’t you?”
“I find it interesting that you would name a bird after the woman who gave us the right to be counted as people.”
“I’m not Tartath, you know,” Stefus replied. “I believe lots of the problems we see today could be solved if men would listen to women. My parth taught me that.”
“Thanks for listening to me.”
“Believe me, I’ve probably gotten more out of it than you have.” He waited until the cabin door was safely shut behind him. As Shalisda fluttered to her perch, he said, “Now tell me about your plan.”
She motioned him to come to her room and pull up a cushion as she set the scarsh fire down on her table. She set out a script titled The Immortals, some drawings, and some notes.
“You’ve really thought this out, haven’t you?” He perused the script. “So that’s why you wanted to teach me how to fly--that is your intent, isn’t it?”
She nodded. “As you see in the script, you don’t need to be able to do it particularly well, you just need to be able to do it while singing.”
“I’m not the greatest singer.”
“As you see by the script, you don’t need to be particularly good at that, either; you just need to be heard well enough to be understood.”
“It’s a good play.” He continued to rifle through the pages. “How am I supposed to survive that scene, by the way? You’ve got me next to live dishas.”
“I will protect you,” she answered, then blushed. “Only if you are comfortable with that, of course,” she quickly added.
“No, it’s fine,” he replied. “Are you sure you have the skills to do so? I remember all the burns you used to get on your hands just from launching them.”
“I could not protect myself then because I was still learning the craft and did not know the effects they had on the body.“ She held out her hands for him to see. There were still reddish patches of damaged skin. “I now know the full effects of the dishas and, consequently, how to deal with them.”
“Well, that’s some role reversal for you,” he remarked. “You know, this is enough to give the entire cast a life-long sentence in Jegundo at best, execution at worst. At the very least, it will be banned, Sir Norbert will be stripped of his powers, and I will be put in prison. You-- if you never revealed your true identity and they were thick enough not to see it, you would be able to live, though probably not pleasantly.”
“Not if I follow the rest of the plan--the unscripted plan.” Her face was pallid now. “That part isn’t in writing anywhere, but it could probably be guessed by my set designs.”
He scanned the drawings of the sets. “These are amazing. You intend to craft the glass yourself?” She nodded. “So, if this is in the main Hall, then in this last scene, all the entrances and exits are blocked except for this one stage door, which will have a disha under the threshold.” He looked gravely at her. “I thought you didn’t approve of your brother’s tactics.”
“Done right, no one will be hurt,” she explained. “One just needs a distraction sufficient to give the cast members time to escape before setting it off. Theoretically, it only takes one person to do that.”
“One person. . .” he trailed off, then looked up at her. “You.”
“Exactly,” she sighed. “Of course, it endangers a good deal of other people, but if they go into the Rashdan tunnel system and retreat to Folona, they will never be found by the Jegundo guards. Of course, they will be fugitives for the rest of their lives, but I bet that Alaviel would be willing to let them live secretly in Manicolus, which wouldn’t be too bad. Failing that, there’s always Renni.”
Renni was the ancient refuge of all nations, the city buried deep in the ground below the Rashdan desert, heated by the light of the inner core of the planet of D’nal. It was from Renni that the first people broke the surface and saw the light of the sun, spreading out on the face of the planet to form their various civilizations. The Rashdans had stayed at this site while the others left the desert, and Folona was built upon the ruins of the old city of Renni. In Renni was the ancient race with whom only the Rashdans maintained contact. It was the people of this ancient race who made the Rashdan pendants, who kept the vast libraries whose shelves contained not books, but the ashes of centuries of people, whose deep wisdom and penetrating thought had caused reverence from the Rashdans and fear from the other races of men.
“Renni?” He arched an eyebrow. “This all depends on going through Folona. What about the Riya Dru? I’m sure they won’t take kindly to a group of refugees coming through.”
“Renni can be reached a variety of ways, and technically, if you never break the sand, you’re not in Folona.”
“Still. . .” he paused. “The use of the tunnel system alone could be the cause for disownment.”
“In my case,” Jada said sarcastically, “it doesn’t matter. As for you, your mother’s position on the Council is enough to protect you. However,” she softened, “I understand that this plan relies heavily on you. I am willing to scrap it and wait until Gawen is old enough to fill the role if I must. He and I have nothing to lose. You are still a part of a family, and even Tartath seems to continue to hold some respect for you. I cannot ask you to do this--” she broke down as a single tear cut a glimmering path down her cheek.
He was stunned. “Jada--” he stopped to collect his thoughts, then began again. She so rarely cried, it was an off-putting sight to him. “I made an oath to Lr A’dl to protect you, and if this is what it means, I will do it.” He breathed heavily. “All things considered, you’ve given me a fairly safe road. Even so, I am not sure if I can take it. Jada, what about staying in this disguise? You could continue to teach the class in the woods and perhaps, in time, Terpsichore could carry out your plan or Alaviel will reveal herself, which would shake things up a bit.”
She shuddered. “It’s so tempting, so very tempting, especially when you give me that rare joy of hearing my real name, not Sarepta or Keri. Unfortunately, Alaviel has too many political interests to protect. Her position is very uncertain. When it comes to Terpsichore, I just cannot do it. I cannot let someone else do something that is my responsibility.”
“Why is it your responsibility?”
“Natas, eva ne!” she cried. “Have I not told you what I have seen, what I have heard with my own ears? I was doomed to it long ago, the moment I retreated to the tunnels with my cousin. Were I wise then, I would have poured my strength into him to give him more years. I did not, and I am paying for it.”
Stefus frowned. “He was not nearly as skilled as you in the art of disguise. He would not have survived afterward, and none of the change you have done here would have happened.”
“Even so,” Jada said, “I cannot sit back and let anyone else take this. After all, it’s me Jegundo has wanted all this time; they will feel quite gratified to capture me. My case will nicely distract them from pursuing everyone else. You can’t find a more perfect distraction.”
“Perfect?” Stefus exclaimed. “I don’t want--” he broke off the sentence quickly. “I mean, you’re the last of your tribe. You have a duty to keep the craft alive.”
“This is more important,” she said dryly. “The craft of the Erif Drathil is nothing that my notes cannot explain with some help from Gawen. The craft is a cold, lifeless thing, and there’s nothing about the Erif Drathil name worth keeping. These people are living, breathing souls under Lr A’dl and deserve better. I’m sure you and Gawen can carry on the craft, maybe even absorb it into the Astul Lethya craft.”
He was speechless. They stared at each other for a moment, the silence ringing loudly in their ears. “Very well,” he said finally, with some difficulty. “In the name of Lr A’dl, it must be so.”
“Thank you, Stefus,” she replied gratefully as he reached over and wiped the silvery tear from her cheek. Then, she collected herself once more. “You know what this means?”
“What?”
“We have work to do, and lots of it.” Her lips twisted slowly into a wry, insane smile. “Sir Norbert’s going to get his money’s worth out of us.”